Sunday, October 22, 2006
My friday was spent with the otah sengets at geylang serai where we feasted on cockles, did henna and haggled with the cute turkish guy about how 2 shirts should cost lesser. eunice and i had a shirt each. funny funny looking shirts that didnt look chinese or malay or indian!!
Saturday was at my aunt's housewarming babysitting 3 brats and a baby. lisa calls from holland and tells me she's having fun!! cool! asks abt the guy also. zzzzzz. how i know sia... i just think that life's too short to stay sobbie and i'd moved on hell long eons ago. all i remember is that he still owes me a birthday prezzie! anyway tiqs has 5 rabbits to give away before she surrenders to SPCA whom may put them to sleep. much as i want to help, mum is animal-phobic! someone please help ok??
Today's boring as per norm. i'm perked up for tomorrow's first yoga lesson with the hot instructor!!!
XIMIN <3 3:20 PM
Monday, October 16, 2006
I was feeling all good and cool today! School had reopened and I was really perked up abt seeing my otah sengats again, having 7 modules this sem and of course, the Sports and Wellness compulsary module, which I and the otahs will be taking yoga for this sem. (at first we ran for tennis, too bad it was overfilled)
Zzzzzz and not to mention how my day was spoilt by imbeciles so started asking how was "my boyfriend" doing and blaaaaah. I had a nice full bar of patience explaining that we'd broke up over the hols, narrowing to the sob-story ending and the happy bumblebee me now. But soon after the first dozen, I got down to barking like Hitler.......................... (i really dont mean it)
Sorry people, but
hell hath no fury like a woman's scorn.
XIMIN <3 11:24 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Hoho. My sadistic birthday past peacefully and surprising went well; it was celebrated over 2 days, 6 and 7 oct. With 6 oct being the stand-in celebration to make myself NOT remember about that person and his birthday dinner. 7 oct I had nooooo mood to celebrate at all; i knew i had to break the news to my parents. lisa flew off, the person was gone. my life felt like...
TOPSY TURVY!
Nevertheless i still went for dinner with my family. zzzzzz as per norm, dinner with the family was boring. i can't understand why the fuck they wanna ask so much about the breakup. HAHA ok fine shoot your questions, i'm all game to answer -.-
Thanks everyone for their pretty prezzies that made me really really happy!!! Shall show you the sneak preview!
Cute cosmetic pouch that reads: A WOMAN'S NOT COMPLETE W/OUT A MAN? OH PUH-LEASE! and a nice stoney necklace from Lisa!!!! I miss her cos she's in Italy staring at the hot boys now!
Beautiful braided tote that Eunice and Arif gave. Love it! I'll use it for school or shopping!
Yummy Belgian chocs that cost a bomb from Irene and JS. there were durian, s'berry, mango, coffee, cuppucino, hazelnut, almond, mint, dark choc! so yummy that i decide to love chocs rather than a man. wahaha!
Blingbling and bugeyed shades from Tiqs! next time hang out at the beach can wear!
Blingbling from Layhoon! hehe so cute and nice!
See... Even Singtel doesnt forget my birthday, they send in some discount coupons and stuff, altho i'd never use them haha. And I still have movie vouchers from Dr Ng! William blanja a beer and slaps me harddddddddddd on the back. No one makes me feel forgotten except that person who says he'll buy my a prezzie but God knows when -.-
Lalala waiting for the prezzie not the guy =) I love prezzies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XIMIN <3 12:19 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
omg sometimes i dont know what the fuck i am thinking. because it was a lie to say that i am fine and moving on. i am not fine and i dont wish to move on. happy birthday to you.
im just digging out the past because they seem so beautiful.i still love you like mad.
our cactus
still got a lot. i think i'll cry out a kallang river if i do somemore.
XIMIN <3 1:36 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
GOOD MORNING TO THE WORLDDDDDDD!its my first morning after the breakup. hahaha surprisingly i could sleep well and totally stopped crying after i reached AMK interchange yesterday evening. mmmm i dunnoe what else to say except for that its a mutual decision and ok, no more. broken hearted women get free poptarts and pretzels!!!
anyway i'd like to thank a lot of people who went through my pain with me for the past 2-3 weeks. that would mean lisa, dr ng, eddie, eunice, irene, tiqs, rabs, arif, lay hoon and whoever not yet thanked. errrrr thanks carol for calling me up to hear my story but i wish that you'd leave it aside and let the magic happen again, not force it out.
hmm the only thing probably running through my head was the fact of empty promises or the so called future which i bet every couple would somehow project for. its really funny to think back now, and see how the both of you have changed! a trip to the zoo? holiday to perth? cruise for 2? us visiting his mother? (and many more)
some tips from me??
-cry all you want and wish that he'd be dead until you reach a moment that you feel alright already.
-take your days one at a time and never think abt what tomorrow brings.
ok thats all. i wish eddy luck.
but of course i wish myself more luck. hahaha!
XIMIN <3 10:05 AM
Friday, September 29, 2006
I feel so blessed when I'm falling out of love now. I get sweet sms-es from Sushi occasionally, great consolation from everyone and free jacket potatoes with lots of sour cream plus saucy bacon bits from chef Ben daily. no one gives a damn about my poor work performance also.
sniffle. if only he could be that good too. i would rather still be
in love.
XIMIN <3 1:00 AM
Monday, September 25, 2006
its a marvel when you get on with life as if nothing had happened. i'm somewhere near breakdown. get ready to visit me at IMH.
XIMIN <3 12:45 AM
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